Last goodbye in 2008

刚从机场回到家。这次是我们一起送liangwei去机场。他要真的和我们说再见了。就算不是永远的，也会是很长时间不会见面的那一种。

想起我们这间家也很好笑。一开始住着五个人，后来一个离开了一年到瑞士去混。我们日盼夜盼终于有人自投罗网住进来。一年后，瑞士那个跑回来了结果我们这里“浪漫满屋”，没办法他只好当厅长半年。

嗯，这间家充满了许多回忆。除了我们这个六壮士外，别忘了还有我们那只可爱又可怜的PuiPui。它都住了超过两年，以后一定让它加入我们No. 24 Jln SS22/29 的Hall of Fame啦。

Never say goodbye

前几天在Kayu看球时，突然间看到柜台前有个熟悉的身影。嗯，很熟悉，又很陌生，似是而非。直到第二天，通过MSN确认后，那果然是我以前的好朋友。这么多年了，一句话，物是人非，打死我以前都不会有这种情形出现。

曾经在某处读了篇文章，里面有句话蛮有意思的。大概是说生命一页一页地翻下去，许多朋友会加入，也有许多朋友会退出，唯一不变的，是永远爱你的家人。这句话说得多好啊。今年里我都不知道说了几次Goodbye了。是long goodbye好吗！最后一堂课，大家来张全家福，多么不舍啊。小老婆走之前，我连家也不回，把整个假期给她了。在酒店实习的六个月，刚开始每天都叫苦连天，盼望日子赶快过。到了走人的那一天，我们表面上很高兴，可是每个人心里什么滋味大家都知道。临走时的拥抱，如果我的泪腺再发达一点点恐怕后果不堪设想。今晚housemate就要回国了，又一个说sayonara。还有很多很多，上天是在考验我吗？

今早去看了熊猫的blog。我想说，以前那段日子是很开心。现在你长大了，我也变老了，很多东西已经不一样。日子可以继续混，最重要的是你懂你要什么，现实和理想总有个平衡点。很高兴能够认识你。现在大家各忙各的，希望你不会忘记那头乱七八糟超爱Hebe的猪。

我爱的人和爱我的人，希望你们天天都快乐，不要和我说Goodbye。

Last day at TRBD

Today is my last day at TRBD. Actually my last day supposed to be on 31 December, but yesterday after a short talk with HR Coordinator I was told that I can have replacement off day because I worked on all the public holidays in this month. I'm so happy to hear this and this morning I straight inform my supervisor.

After back from Secret Recipe with David and Jessie, we went to locker took everything out. On the way to parking lot, honestly I feel happy and sad. Happy because finally I finished my 6 months internship. Everything here gonna be part of memories in my mind forever. Sad? Because 6 months leh, say so feel is really bluffing lah.

Anyway, God knows I will go back there to work as permanent staff? I really don't know, at least now. We shall see...

TRBD 2nd Annual Staff Dinner

Today the hotel is having its 2nd annual staff dinner. I was so LUCKY to attend this dinner party. Too bad I only can sit there for 2 hours and after that I have to go back work because they are short of staff down there. WTH!

Nothing much to say because we trainees only go for dinner. We are not involving except some of them became committee members. I'm quite surprise to see those managers in retro outfit. Conclusion, LMAO! wahaha...

New hair cut

Finally I went to cut my hair. Everyone is giving a good comment on my new hair style. Haha, I don't know they are telling the truth, or they just saying something sarcastic?

Tears from heaven

Recently KL always raining. Last time when I stayed at KT I thought only east coast having raining monsoon but now I saw same thing happened here except it is not as serious as east coast there which always cause flood.

Everytime I saw raining, I always think it is actually tears from heaven. December har, it's the last month in a year. December is a time to say good bye to many things.

Hey, I heard a song from the band performing at my work place. They are actually a family band. I like the eldest son's singing. I remember what he sang, "... every good bye doesn't mean forever..."

Good one. Still a lot of song I heard from them. Too bad I don't know the titles.

Ageing

Sometimes I'm very scared to think that I'm approaching 25 years old. 25 means what? It means I only left 5 years to become a 30 years old uncle!

It is really scary for me to think about ageing problem, especially career and health. The latest gathering with my peer friends worsen the problem. Aaaaaahhh I don't want to think about it!

And, why people keep thinking I'm very young? Guess what, two 18 years old girls trying to act big in front of me because they think I'm 'younger' than them. Hah, I will become their nightmare. I will teach them a lesson what is 'act pig eat tiger'... *evil smile*

Busy December

This month gonna be tough. Everyday so tired after finish work, and there are a lot of tasks to be done by me. Argh, year end...

Your smile

Your smile is the sweetest smile I ever see. I just want to take a picture of you smiling, it will be the best thing to make me smile whenever I feel down.

It's damn true, you must be an angel =p

Boring Monday

Last night I went to steamboat with bunch of KT friends. It is a Mongolian steamboat located at Jalan Pudu nearby Time Square. I thought it's gonna be something new for me, in the end it is just a normal northern China style steamboat which I ate before. Eh, I mean the soup lah. A bit disappointed at first especially when I saw one of the soup that was mixed with a lot of dried chilies, black peppers and some tak-tahu-nama spices.

Guess what? I think they actually adjusted the taste of soup to Malaysian level. I tasted the very original+authentic steamboat from north China before and I know how it gonna kill me. Nevertheless, all of us are very satisfied with the food. It's RM36++ per pax but everyone think it's worth the money. The biggest difference between this RM36++ steamboat and RM20 steamboat is they served fresh and raw ingredients, but not those frozen food which you can get in Giant and Tesco.

Today I didn't go to work. Crazy in love with Crisis Core and Patapon while SMS with Huan Huan. Aaah, come join me pata pata pata pon...

All by myself

I like this song so much. Actually this song has many versions, I think the original singer is Eric Carmen? Correct me if I'm wrong.

Last time I only listen to Eric Carmen's version only. Yesterday I accidently found another version by Celine Dion. A bit different lah but both I also like =p

p/s: Always be my baby, which one you like? David Cook or Mariah Carey? I guess many people not even know this song is actually sing by MC before. And, I'm surprised to see Mariah Carey in Scrappy Coco, eh sorry is Zohan. Yeah you don't messed with the Zohan.

Pata Pata Pon!

Pata Pata Pata Pon... Pon Pon Pata Pon...

You might think I'm crazy when you heard this sound from my PSP. Tell you what, I'm totally addicted to Patapon now. Those PSP fans probably know what I'm talking about. Trust me, this game will catch every girls attention. Another crazy but brilliant idea by Japanese.

Last day at Sales Department

Today is my last day at Sales Department. As usual, bored like hell. But I think I gonna miss here very much because I'm going to a deeper hell after this!

I'm a bit worrying when I give the evaluation form to Joey because today she is so busy and might not give a damn to it. In the end everything is find and I got an average score haha.

After work I invited Jessie and Susan to go lunch. We went Vivo for some western food. I just visited this outlet yesterday with David, Timon and Windy. The same staff serve us again and she is smiling at me =p.

After reach home, I feel very relax. Whoa, another 1 month to go!

I miss my college life!

Just now I saw Wei Jia, Keng Leng, Yen Ting and Lina at DJ. Aiyo this is the first time I met my classmate since I left KDU at July. Damn miss all of them lah.

All the best for exam and dissertation hehe.

First day at Sales Department

So today is my first day at Sales Department. Overslept a bit but luckily still able to punch in before 9am. On the way to office I keep thinking what reason to give if Joey ask =p

But after I entered office I just realized Joey the Sales Manager is actually on leave until Wednesday, LOLZ. I wait until Fatin come then she said she don't know what task to give me -.-'

In the end, I do nothing for whole day. Sitting there crapping with Ti Mon only. WTH!

Luckily I will be there for 2 weeks nia.

PSP

Finally I bought a PSP for myself at last Tuesday. It's a 'Madden NFL 09 Limited Edition' deep blue PSP slim version. Wahlao the price all hike up because PSP slim become limited stock since SONY introduced PSP-3000. Why older version become more expensive? This is *ahem*, you should know if you do some research hehe.

I really addicted to my PSP since I bought it, especially God of War: Chain of Olympus. I keep thinking about it even when I go to work. Yesterday I finally finished it so now I'm waiting to get Final Fantasy: Crisis Core. How to get the game? *ahem* *ahem*. If you have any reliable 'source' please do let me know ok. TQVM.

Last day~~

Today is my last day at FO. Honestly, I feel happy and a little bit sad at the same time. Happy? Because I left one and half month to finish my internship and officially graduate. A little bit sad? Because I really 'bu she de' to leave here. Haha I think some of us start to love this place, I still remember Candy said she also don't want leave lolz.

So I got morning shift today, along with Susan and Michelle. Starting today Michelle was shifted to front desk, so I tried to teach her some basic but then I also don't know what to teach. We saw a wedding couple then we start to day dreaming when to get married haha.

During lunch both of us wanted to eat McD so we decided to go the one located inside Cineleisure. When reach there we are very shocked! WTH the McD there is totally flooded and full house. Bo bian lah we gotta visit another one opposite IKEA. On the way to there we met Susan and then suddenly Michelle said don't want go McD anymore. So we went Santai loh. All of us are satisfied with the foods except that Princess Michelle keep saying her "ku lou kai" (sweet sour chicken lah, but the way she say that words really funny) not nice.

Just now I went Teluk Gong with some friends. The crabs are really irresistible. I don't care whatever allergic lah eat first then suffer haha. In the end I still able to control myself to stop eating the crab when I start feeling itchy. As usual lah, a lot of water-blowing after dinner. We sit there until they start to clear everything prepare to 'sao tong'.

Second last day~~

Today is acually the second last day of my stay at FO. But I think some of the people here getting wrong information haha. So during briefing they all threaten me and said they want to throw egg and shower me with curry tomorrow, argh damn evil lah!

One good thing is I was offered to work at morning shift tomorrow. Haha what a good idea as I was invited for a dinner with hometown friends tomorrow. Now the time won't clash, yeah!

Happy Birthday to you

Today is Michelle's birthday. Actually I didn't realize although she told me few days ago. So today when I asked her to go lunch first (haha I'm gentleman) and buy me a Starbucks, she hinted that I should buy for her indeed. But that time I didn't think so much and don't understand the true meaning =p

After she is back from lunch, she told me she has a cake for me. Guess what half of that cake actually ate by her already then she left another half for me. The cake is 'hancur' already (it's a chocolate mousse) then I was thinking want to eat or not.

In the end I still realized today is her birthday after I saw the candle in dustbin. Then that time we are watching Royal Casino haha. I happily finish the cake because she said must give face to her lolz.

Just now after checking Friendster I found that many friends are celebrating birthday this month. So many November babies duh. I might forget to wish you on the day itself, so I would lke to say 'Happy Bithday' to all of you at here :-)

Late

Last night I forgot to set alarm. This morning when I woke up it's 11:15am already! On the way to work I keep thinking what reason to give later.

But when I arrived, I realized that today is the supervisor's off day. LOLZ, so lucky haha.

Graveyard Shift

Finally I got my graveyard shift, today and tomorrow. Nik told me it's damn damn boring, don't how to spend that eight hours. Today afternoon I keep forcing myself to sleep, but in the end I only slept 3 hours. It's so hard to adjust lah.

Lost!

Today I went lunch with Jessie. At first I said want go Uncle Lim's but then she said she has a better suggestion. She said want go Madam Lim indeed. Lady first mah so I let her make decision.

When we reach there we saw many people inside. Worrying about the waiting time so we went to Santai instead of Madam Lim. Heard about Santai many times but no chance to try. Actually Santai quite nice lah. Better than those Malay food outside whom actually cook by Indian lolz. I ordered Nasi Goreng USA. Hhmm, overall I'm satisfied lah.

After eating at Santai she said want to jalan-jalan and she bought 2 donuts again. Lolz really pandai makan. We went to Padini see see look look and then she said want to go Ikea buy cake. Again! Eat eat eat!!!

At Ikea I kinda have no idea what to buy. So she chose a Chocolate Custard with coconut shreds for me. After that I thought it's time for us to go back but then she said want go Watson. Faint! Then I said why not I go to smoke then she go Watson alone (I know girls like to shop at Watson) then she gave many reasons asked me to follow her. Faint again! Then in Watson she told me she forgot what is the thing she want to buy. Faint third time!

Just now on the way go back home I was thinking something and then I missed the junction that lead to my house. Walao eh, end up I was in a housing area. Luckily I was able to find the way out. Burned many petrol lah... God damn petrol only reduce price again tomorrow.. lalala!

Sawasdee

Just now I was seaching information about Bangkok railway station. I went there several times and I just want to recall back the nostalgia in my memory.

I visited a photo album posted by a taiwanese. Then, walao eh I can't tahan anymore. I saw many photo that showing Thailand local food. Aiyo I start drooling already.

I don't know when I can have chance to visit there again as now it's for our family to gather for travel. Everyone is busy with own job. Hope the day will come very soon hehe.

Yeah in case you don't know, half of my blood belong to there, lolz.

62%

Haha so fast it's 62% already. About 2 more months to go until the end of my internship. Actually now I feel a bit 'bu she de' to leave. But when I think about the freedom I can have after this, I feel excited. 'Bu she de' is because I got many friends from here. What to do ler? For sure I will let you all become part of my story book hehe.

Anyway, wishing all my Indian friends happy Deepavali.

Need you every minute

Sorry I lazy to type in mandarin. Just a quick retro for this song by George Lam. If you watch 'Moonlight Resonance' you sure know lah. I super duper like the scene when the whole family sing this song to Ah Wing, so sweet ler =p

And the lyric of this song, very very lam. Ma de I wonder if I sing this song how many girls will be tackled by me? Maybe ZERO kua haha.

Another chapter

I was thinking for so long, whether want to apply to stay at this department until the end of my internship or not. This week I keep thinking about this but in the end I decided to follow the actual schedule.

Why ah? If 1 year ago I confirm don't want to change department. I'm quite conservative actually. I mean not so adventurous lah. Everything will think again and again especially will think about bad consequences first. Hehe this is truth lah xiaolaopo also said me like this.

But I think I'm not young anymore (alamak 25 coming soon!). I should try every new thing no matter it's sweet or sour. Today Boss told me a BAD news. He gonna put me to 2 days of graveyard shift. TMD! But then he gave me another GOOD news. He will give me one extra off day so that I will have 3 off days for next week! (because the new department follow normal office hour haha)

Talking about the new department, I don't know how I gonna survive at there lolz. The whole department only has 2 staff. So I gonna serve that 2 new lady bosses in November. Heard other trainees said office very boring, zzz.

Anyway, I should start thinking how to spend my 3 days holiday hehe.

Tagged by Shalz

Eh, second tagged I found!! Today I heng liao xD

1. What are your nicknames?
Feung, CF, panda, pig, nono...

2. What is your favourite thing to do?
Sleep, sleep, sleep

3. If you have super power, what will you do?
Hehehe... (evil smile)

4. Is there someone in your heart right now?
xD

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
How do I live... without money

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Everyone I'm loving.

7. What do you feel like doing right now?
31 December kuai kuai lai~~

8. If there's someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Slowly 'chu dian'. She will know lah.

9. List out 3 goods points of the person who tagged you!
Younger than me! January's baby! Mid-night ghost!

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
I don't like 38.

11. What are the things that will make you think that he/she is bad?
Call/find me only when she need me for something.

12. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Coca-cola.

13. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
Honestly, how you gonna live happily if you don't have money at all...

14. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
The way I talk which make girls think I'm not a serious guy (hey actually I'm not!)

15. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Eh again? Rich enough to own a MINI COOPER, sexy gf/wife.

16. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
Many lah. What only one!

17. If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world, what would it be?
Why think so further?

18. Are you afraid of falling in love?
Sometimes it's killing me.

19. Any piercing?
So far no.

Again, I'm not gonna tag anyone.

Tagged by MeiTeng

Err, accidently saw this at Meiteng's blog. LOLZ she tagged me, RAWR you babi!

RULE #1

People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2

Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. What day, date and time is it?
23rd October 2008, 2:45am

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Have my footprints spreading all over the world, LAME!

3. Have you ever thought of committing suicide? Tried before? How?
Nah. I love myself. Typical Capricorn.

4. What would you do if you won the Miss Universe?
I'm boy. Little boy ok.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Won't. Maybe just curi-curi love her.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone, sweet until get diabetes.

7. What would be the most ideal way to wake up to in the morning?
Throw away my alarm clock, gulung-gulung on bed for 1 hour or more.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Bless her for the moment, then wait for chance to sabo. If too long then bye bye lah.

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? Your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
Hebe, no doubt lah.

10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
Eh I low profile. I just want to flyaway with my wife. No dinner.

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time.?
Rich enough to have a MINI COOPER, and also a sexy gf/wife.

12. What makes you happy?
When I can spend my time with those I love.

13. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Check the clock. If still early, continue sleep.

14. Would you give all in a relationship?
Give me your V ok?

15. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
As if it really happens.

16. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Give me 1 year to do that.

17. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
Let me think again.

18. If your girlfriend/boyfriend told u that she/he is actually a prince/princess, what will u do?
I will tell her 'I could be your King'.

Emm, I not gonna tag anyone lah. I'm too free and try to be kind if not babi mei teng will disappointed. Ok ok if you are interested with this PLEASE answer lol xD

HIGHlanderz

So many people ask me why didn't attend laoban's wedding dinner. Actually I got my own reason lah. Yeah at the beginning I really prepare to go. My mind changed when I got to know that I actually get 5 days leave instead of 3 days.

5 days eh, I was asking myself how I gonna spend this PRECIOUS 5 days. In the end I chose to go back my hometown. Why?

1. I home sick lolz. More than half year didn't go back.
2. Honestly I got no extra $$ to spend for the trip @ JB.
3. 5 days, I should take this chance to REST REST REST REST more.

It is a tough decision to make. I really keen to join the big gathering with other HLD members. But too bad the timing is not good haha. Anyway, I'm waiting them to post photo so I can share the fun and joy. Hope next gathering I will be able to join.

For those who don't know what is HIGHlanderz, it is actually an underground group that hunt for bounty. LOLZ joking lah. Next time I should talk about HLD hehe.

Home Alone

Today I'm alone at home. Supposed to go Kuantan with mum but at last I 'keh keh' act cannot wake up and then let daddy replace me. Haha I just want to let daddy go so that he no need go to work lolz.

So I got nothing to do at home then I start watching movies that I stored in my portable hard disk. That hard disk costs me RM200+, ma de heart damn pain. Then inside got a lot of... hhmm you know lah xD

Just before I want to go KFC buy my lunch I saw xiaolaopo at MSN. Walao eh it's almost one decade since the last time I talk with her haha. Then we crap for while before I go to KFC.

While I'm eating my twister, I received an email from Huan Huan. I thought it's just something funny or health info (zzz she likes to send me this). But once I opened the mail I nearly vomit all the food I consumed moment ago. Hehe if you want to see that disgusting email please let me know, I still keep it.

Finally, I'm at home

Yeah, safely reach KT's airport this afternoon. This time LCCT really gave me a bad impression. It actually undergoing a project for expansion. Then the feeder bus has to stop far away from the main entrance, SHIT. Then inside is 'people mountain people sea'. After check-in and getting my boarding pass I went to Coffee Bean. Hehe this is my fixed routine at LCCT. But today I was struggling to find an empty table. Luckily my eyes sharp enough and quickly grab a seat. Time goes fast as I read my Time Out KL and indulging with my coffee.

When I stepped out from KT airport and get into car, I keep telling dad to bring me go eat fried sotong. Haha this is one of my favourite place during friday. Most of the local know about this place but not the tourists. Indeed I think it should be included into the state tourism brochure.

Lastly, HOME SWEET HOME.

But, only 5 days...

A day to remember

This is a day to remember. I will never forget. 1 year already, I still remember everything. Wish you always happy =p

We are sailing to different direction, but thank you for becoming part of my story book.

Home sick

Today I home sick again.

But,

luckily those fish crackers brought by mom haven't finish. So at least can relief a little bit...

Stupid night

Guess what? It's just damn boring. I and Michelle look at each other and do nothing. Then once everything is done Joey told me that's all and I can go back already. Lolz I don't care lah once I change back to normal clothes I straight go to have a cup of coffee at Gloria Jean's Coffee haha xD

And lastly, I realized that boss never lie on me lah, because I'm the only guy! Si kui you uncle GM!!

My favourite songs now

Temporarily no SHE, Michael Bubble, etc. Currenly I only LOVE these songs.

1) Ti Amo by Jade and Aaron



Love Jade so much. She is totally different from Hebe and Tifa haha.

2)18 ai bu ai from drama '18 jin bu jin'



Ah Bi and Xiao xin so cute lah. If I'm a girl I will love them too lolz.

Happy working~

Today I just realized that somebody is not-so-welcome by others. Haha, before this I thought I'm the one who have problem, but now seems that the problem is not at my side.

By the way, to that 'somebody', better change your style lah. I hold no grudge with you, but please at least let everyone happy working with you. You are not our boss duh. We are at the same par ok.

And lols, today GM suddenly invaded our office haha. Luckily he's not working today. I don't know why many staffs so scare when meet him. For me, he is just a friendly uncle nia.

I have been working on morning shift for more than 1 week already. Hope I can shift to another time slot lah. Working at morning means cannot sleep more. Cheh!

Progress 50%

Woohoo so it's 1st of October now. Another 3 months to go and get muh freedom! So should I make a small conclusion for the first 50% done?

What to say. Squatting at Front Office since August already. Now almost everything get on my hand except some highly-technical-skill-based thingy. Last time they not dare to leave me (and other trainees) alone. But now seems that they have a high anticipation on us. They dare to go 'mengular' hehe.

Recently FO was flooded by many trainees, then 2 new staffs joined and it became very packed. Sometimes we don't have enough space to move so we can simply hide behind and, yeah 'mengular' at there.

Today Hajjar will leave FO for kitchen hence we have less one trainee here. Not forgot to mention that I'm quite enjoying my time at FO. I'm thinking to extend my stay at FO until the end of my training xD

And, today is the first time I got tips from a guest. 1000 dollar neh!

But, it's Korean currency.

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FFVII 4ever

Some people thought something is wrong. Why suddenly my blog has changed to a big Tifa's pic? Actually nothing lah just a 'retro' to my 'childhood' dream hehe.

Yup I used to like FFVII very much. Especially Aeris, Tifa and Yuffie. So I'm fine lah, nothing is wrong ok.

Travel

My target is at least twice a year.
2007: March - Langkawi, August - Penang.
2008: April - Cruise+Singapore, another one?

Hehe I have 3 replacement off day in hand, and I have to clear it before November. What to do? Any suggestion?

Currently I have two optionn,
i) HLD laoban's wedding dinner. It's a big gathering leh.
ii) Go back hometown. OMG I miss my home so much.

Travel leh? Next January T.T

Sick again and again

I don't know what's wrong, either virus too strong or I cari pasal myself, cough attacks me again. Haiz gonna spend money buy medicine again.

Bye bye my facourite ice coffee, until I recover.

Sob.

Idiot

Working at front office let me see many kinds of human being. I categorized them yas Angel and Idiot. For Angel, no need to describe too much. I'm so happy to see them and talk with them. They make this world become wonderful.

For those Idiots, they are more rubbish than rubbish. There are many cases. This is the one happened yesterday, between my colleague, Ms. T and a guest.

Ms. T: Good afternoon Sir, how may I assist you?
Guest: I just want to enquire about your hotel's Ramadan buffet.
Ms. T: Alright Sir. I will get you to our coffee house.
Guest: No! No!. I just want to ask you.
Ms. T: Oh. How may I help you?
Guest: What is your comment for the buffet? Is it nice?
Ms. T: Yes Sir. (showing the brochure)
Guest: The food is nice or not?
Ms. T: Yes, it's all local cuisine.
Guest: You tried before?
Ms. T: No Sir.
Guest: If you haven't try before, how you know the food is nice?
Ms. T: ............

This guest is simply an idiot. You might think he is correct, but let me tell you this kind of people are brainless and use their @ss to think.

You will know if you work at same position with me.

Yeah!

Oh yeah finally I was told by Boss that I have 2 days of replacement leave. Bravo! I know how to spend it already xD

Wahaha another 1 day replacement leave for Merdeka, total THHHHRRREEEE days wOOt!

Gadget 2008

This year I haven't buy any new tech gadget for myself. Feel so sorry to myself haha. Last year I got a super duper cool mobile phone sponsored by my dad. Now I'm planning what to buy.

Actually I got a PC speaker from xiaolaopo before she left Malaysia. But that is not a new one. So I die die must buy something argh!

Casio Sheen Hebe edition - Although it's a watch for girl, but it is damn damn cool. Limited edition leh. Thinking of buy it and keep for somebody. But... too late... OUT OF STOCK

Sony PSP - Argh, no need to say lah... MUST HAVE

Zippo - The limited Harley Davidson edition... COOL

PS3 - $$$$$$$$

Currently have no other idea. Oh yeah I'm in love with Hard Rock Cafe merchandise too... SIMPLY COOL!

Cruise

Just now I saw some photo of Star Cruise trip at Chef Zam's Facebook. OMGooooosh I damn miss it lah. Must go again!

And, only Gemini har, others I don't want.

Why?

Only Gemini has our footprints.

Yeah, it's hidden from others. Only we can feel.

And, and, I think the ang moh Captain very cool lah. Like Robocop nia. Yeng!

Popeye the sailorman.... pooooo pooooo

Photograph

1) I don't like to take photo actually. I'm not those kind of people who take photo non-stop, whenever, wherever...

2) I have a digital camera. I paid almost RM1.5k for this camera and after several years I think its scrap value gonna make me cry. But inside the memory card it's all my sweetest memories. And that's REALLY all my SWEETEST memories, the rest I deleted.

3) There is a secret place in my parents room. That is the place where they keep all the photo when I'm still small. It has been so many years since the last time we open it. Last time I don't know how important it is for my parents. But now I know, it's all the memories for their first, second and third son.

4) If there is no digital camera invented, you think those 'hao lian' people dare to take snap-shot of their stupid big head and show in Facebook and Friendster? Haha can lah if you think you are rich.

Sick again

So fast I'm sick again. Most probably because of the stupid weather lah. Spent money to buy medicine again if not I can use those money buy my favourite coffee during work.

This month I was moved to front desk in hotel. Honestly I love and hate this position at the same time. Being in this position is really stress. I encountered many idiots who really spoil my mood for whole day. This is why I hate it.

Lastly, more $$$ please. I need it xD

September?

What is so special with September? Remember the song 'Wake me up when September ends' by GreenDay. So I didn't blog for 1 week. Being so busy and feel tired everyday.

Yeah, I'm still thinking what to do at 2009.

Then, I'm still missing some of you. I'm not going to mention all the names. You know yourself.

Lastly, wish me a happy September hehe.

Coffee

I'm in love with coffee now. Eh, not home made instant coffee lah. I means those special brew coffee from coffee shop.

There are so many coffee shops around my working place. Those famous brands, you name it. Starbucks, Coffee Bean, Dome, Gloria Jean's... So now I almost one day one cup from there. Walao one cup usually between RM10-15, gonna broke soon.

I just simply in love with the smell. Yeah I never add syrup. Just the fragrance of coffee and milk, it's enough for me to indulge.

Heh my parents gonna kill me if they know I drink coffee everyday. Never mind I will eat more vegetables ok? Wahaha

Good old time

Just now I was browsing Facebook and saw a friend request. Oh my God when I looked at her profile I nearly can't recognize her. Actually not only her, many of us changed a lot. Even when I look at my old photo I also can see my NOOB face haha.

So fast, we are 24 years old ready. 25 coming soon... Em, another 5 years to reach 30? I know some of you even married and have baby already. Glad to see those who achieved their goals. And, all the best to those who are still pursuiting dreams...

Yeah include me xD

Raincoat show

Today everyone is going a bit 'extraordinary', maybe caused by the Merdeka eve fever hehe. Our manager become a mystery man today. Instead of wearing formal, today he is wearing casual and with a baseball cap all of us thought got intruder in our office -.-'

And then Hajjar don't know why suddenly she wears a yellow raincoat, cover her head with the hood and wearing a Phua-Choo-Kang-boots in office. All of us shocked and then laugh together. Then she became a raincoat model and we took photo of her.

-____________________-"

ps: Happy Birthday to my brother, CM. Love you a lot. We are proud of you. Hope I can have more time to spend together with you.

Panda and Pig

We are disputing about this issue long time ago. So who is pig and who is panda? Until now still no answer. Last night your sms really make me laugh. It's a good thing har bring me some fun after tiring work. It seems childish but it gonna continue hehe.

p/s: Just now received the parcel from dad. I can feel the love inside it. Thanks ya dearest dad and mom.

Convocation

Many friends posted their photo during convocation. Just now I saw some of the photo already. I can see how happy they are. After so many years of studying, finally they are ready to move to another stage of life.

My convocation will be at next year. 3 of us, who join the course at July 2005, now only one of us graduated. Another one missing in action, then I still redeem myself for all the 'sin' I did -.-''

Just want to say congratulation to those KDU friends who just graduated, from the bottom of my heart.

Next year I sure graduate with another class... Add oil CF!! Go Go Go!!

ps: I'm the so called 'floater', mixed with different classes haha...

Raining Raining Raining

Recently the weather is so crazy. I used to like rainy day, but now I really don't like, especially when I go to work.

But, but, the view from inside the hotel to outside really nice when raining. It's because of the tinted glass and lighting. Very romantic hehe.

The manager asked me why I always look at outside. I just reply him with a smile. You will never know what I'm thinking...

Oh, so fast, 25% done. It's a milestone for me. Add oil CF!

Nothing

I thought I want to blog something, but suddenly don't know what to blog. Ahem, feel so sleepy after took the medicine.

Hope I can get well soon. And, everyone please take care of yourself. So many people getting sick recently.

The magic word is: DRINK MORE WATER PLEASE!

Time

Everyday go work, I keep looking at the time. Every hour passed, I will say 'Yeah' in my heart because time to go back home is nearer.

My colleagues laugh at me. They told me don't always look at time because the more often I look, I will feel more slow.

I don't know what to do when I really go to work next time. But I believe that if the job is something I really like, I won't feel boring with it.

Hhmm, just like how I spend my time for sleep and play, always insufficient xD

Don't you think so?

Let me go home

Just reach home from work. Mentally exhausted again. Suddenly I think about my hometown. Yeah, the feel of home sweet home, I really miss it now.

The last time I went back to hometown is April. It's almost half year ago. Actually I have a chance to go back at June but due to some reason I decide to stay back at KL. Now I have to wait until 2009 then only can go back.

This afternoon suddenly I received sms from Siow Yin. Haha I feel a bit touching because she still remember her senpai. Crapping with her until the time I go work. As usual, we insulting each other for fun xD

Just now on the way back, I smell something. I don't know how to describe it. The smell usually available at kampung only. I'm so surprise that I still can found it in KL. It brings back my memories when my family went for long stay at my mom's hometown.

I miss it. Maybe this should be one of my 2009 plan too hehe.

Simple life

My life is so simple now. Hhmm, far more simple than what you watch in 'The Simple Life'.

Lost contact with many friends. Everyday everything just repeat and repeat again. Working, back home relax, sleep, wake up, go work... It's so tired after working. Not physically, but mentally tiring. I'm sick of this kind of life sob.

This is why, I'm planning to runaway from this place next year. Go where? I have an answer in my mind already hehe.

Previously I said that I don't have a best friend. Huan Huan strongly protest about this. Haha I didn't expect she will read that. OK I take back what I said. Let us be childish together. We gonna turn 1 year older VERY SOON xD

And lastly, gratz xiaolaopo for getting her first job.

Plan for 2009

It's still early to think about this. But I really can't wait for 2009 to come. Yeah, 1st January 2009, the date I can't wait for. It's the date I will be FREEEEEEE from tiring working life. Of course, for the moment before I get my next job.

What I plan to do? Actually I still don't know. Just hope I can have a trip that really let me enjoy, far away from hectic life. Recently I made some research and found some interesting trips.

1) East and Oriental Express. I know about this since I'm still a child. Saw the train many times when I was in Thailand. Daddy told me about this train and since then I always hope that one day I can experience it. But, the price... hehe

2) Star Cruise. Experienced this once on Star Cruise Gemini during April. But I think there are still many things for me to try. This is more affordable compared to Oriental Express. Really can't forgot the time we spent together during class trip to Singapore by cruise.

3) Langkawi. Also an good option. Redang is probably much more beautiful than Langkawi, but I still prefer Langkawi. Just want go somewhere far away from home (Redang is just nearby my hometown duh!). Yeah I also can't forget the holiday at Langkawi with my college buddies.

4) Thailand. My second home hehe (heh don't ask me why, if you REALLY know me then you automatically know the answer). Thinking of going Phuket and Bangkok. Yeah!!

Then what to do now?

Get $$$ lah!

I'm young

I don't know why, many people thought I'm just 20 years old by judging from my look. When I told them my actual age, all of them show me a @.@ face and want me show them my IC lolz.

Life

Got to know some of staffs in hotel. I'm quite shocked when I know they actually younger than me. Suddenly I feel shame on me.

They are younger than me, but they already start to earn money and fighting for their future to continue surviving in this materialistic world. Most of them are from poorer families. They told me if they have money they will continue studying but not working so early. At the same time they said they are so envy with me.

I feel so paiseh when I told them my actual age. So old, nothing achieved except keep on spending parent's money. Yet, I have no plan for my future. Shit!

Honestly, they inspired me a lot. I feel lucky for what I'm having now. Cherish everything, love you all...

To those friends in hotel, really hope all of you can be successful soon.

Friendship

Ever heard this before? " The biggest ship is friendship"

I really wondering do I have any best friend. I don't know how to define how a best friend suppose to be. If people ask me who is my best friend, I really have no answer. Good friend? Yeah that's a lot. Best friend? hhhmmm...

Work place politic

Well, I'm sick of this. I'm not the victim, but everyday heard and see this kind of things happen around me, really speechless.

Sometimes keep quiet and do my own things is the best way to shut the hell up. People asking why I'm so quiet. Oh, I just don't want to get trouble.

You want me talk more? After work lah.

I <3 Coca-Cola

Haha another thing I like, Coca-Cola.

Believe it or not, I can differentiate the taste between Coca-Cola and Pepsi. I like Coca-Cola because of its history. For me, Pepsi is just a follower. That is a period of time I always buy Pepsi because of the damn extra 100ml FREE lolz. Pepsi Max used to attract me but after several times I kena deteriorate Pepsi Max then I stop buying.

I still remember the talk given by Coca-Cola in KDU. The speaker show us a lot of advertisements of Coca-Cola. Really interesting.

Remember this? "Chuupp, Coca-Cola"

Or this? "Makan bola, Tidur bola, Minum Coca-Cola"

Or this one? "I got sunshine, on this cloudy day...."

Haha, I was thinking to collect bottle of Coca-Cola from different countries. Maybe I have to spend some $$ on this. Just a personal interest lah. I should start from the Olympic version of Coca-Cola now =p

I <3 red bean bun

I really love red bean bun. Eh, normally we call it 'tao sah'. I still remember when I still small there is a pak cik always selling roti using trishaw. That time everything is cheap. A red bean bun only sell at 20 cents. Wow, 20 cents, nowadays 20 cents just can buy a shit. Anyway, that's part of my childhood memories. Every evening around 6pm I always waiting for him to come then I will take money from my mum and insist to buy myself haha.

Even when I eat bao, My first choice is always tao sah flavor. Recently I found out that red bean bun selling in Giant is very nice. Just now I straight sapu the last 2 packs. Haha everytime if go at night sure no more ler.

Farewell to xiaolaopo

Xiaolaopo gonna leave Malaysia later at 2am. Feel quite sad because friends left one after one. So fast it's almost 3 years. Still remember the time we get to know each other.

It's just tooooooooooo fast.

I not dare to phone her before she go to airport. I just scare I will cry. Told this to Huan Huan just now but still don't know what to do. I think I will just sms her to bid farewell.

Wish you always happy after this. I still remember what you told me last night. Thank you for everything. I hope you really keep the 'thing' I gave you last night. Hope we still have chance to meet each other. Well, I not dare to say this to you face to face. Later you will kick me again =p

You will be my xiaolaopo forever. Not like what you said, I will never find other people to replace you. Xiaolaopo is just for you.

Thong

Remember this song? 'The Thong Song', forgot who sing it. All I remember is the lyric sounds like this: "thong thong thong thong....", endless thong lolz.

Today, is the first time ever in my life... What?? I touch a stranger's thong. It was wore before, and I have to hold the thong finding its brand name.

WTF! Yucks! and.... Sucks!

Haha actually I'm helping in laundry section. I help the kakak do recording. The red La Senza thong is actually sent by a guest for laundry service. Damn paiseh lah... all ladies around me look at me seriously when I hold the thong.

Yeah I know they sure laughing inside their heart. I'm blushing...

1st day

Today is my first day at Royale Bintang Damansara. Nervous? Not really as I have similar experience before.

Hightlight of the day is... I get to know a very sweet girl haha. OMG she is sooooo sweeeeet, and pretty yeah! Typical xiaomeimei 18 pok pok chui =p

Another thing... the bed sheet... argh, shouldnt so 38 with other people private thing. But, I'm so curious, where the stain of blood came from? I guess all of you know what I mean...

Bye Bye Bye

This time, it's CONFIRMED.

Good bye to my student life... (unless I take MBA next time =p)

Good bye to many things... (too many, lazy to describe)

Appreciate all the wishes... Fight for our future yeah!

I got it

Just now I received a call from Royale Bintang, and I was told that they decided to recruit me. I'm so happy now =p

Yesterday I was quite anxious during interview with the manager. The manager is a young man and he asked me a lot of questions that I didn't expected. I thought I'm hopeless because I just simply answer his questions. But so fast today they brought me this good news.

Finally after dragging about 2 weeks I can start my internship. Really hope that I can enjoy my time at there.

To xiaolaopo, I really feel sorry for disappointing you so many times. I will try my best to keep my promise in the future.

Quit playing...

I don't know why. I just can't leave you behind. Everytime seems that I gonna forget you, but then you will appear from nowhere and give me hope again. I can't control myself and forgot what I've promised myself.

This is not a joke. I just want to know what are you thinking. Just a simple answer, then you will make my life happily ever after.

p/s: veeliam is reaching Malaysia today (or tomorrow?). OMG I can't wait to see him. Miss all the laugh before he go to Swiss. No. 24 Jln SS22/29 is all our memories. A bit sad if we gonna leave it next year.

Where should I go right?

Idle at home.

Start feeling bored. Everyday doing nothing except eat, play and sleep. Many people might envy this kind of life. But for me, I think it's enough. I don't like busy life neither. All I want is just a balance. I remember Mr. Lau said this, " Everything in moderation." I like this quote. The bad thing is, seems that I already lose control on everything. Sometimes I really hate myself. Confessed so many times but in the end nothing is changing.

Suddenly feel so worry with my career. Honestly I hope I can have my own family not late than 30 years old. Haha this is what I thought recently. Never being so serious about this before I graduated. Now I'm jobless and start worrying.

Just hope I can get reply as soon as possible. Can't wait to chiong, as I promised myself and some other people who really care about me.

OMG my result!

I was sleeping that time and my phone rang. I feel blur looking at my phone and I saw xiaolaopo's name. First time I missed the call. Never mind, I know she will call again and there come her second call. She told me she got my result already and asked me to go lunch together. Suddenly I become excited and straight go bath preparing to meet her.

We met at DJ and she passed my result to me. When I look at it, OMG!!! There is one subject failed. I expected this. Nothing to blame also. Only read 3 hours before go to exam.

Haha... Really padan muka... I'm ben dan!!!

p/s: huan huan, now both of us are da ben dan -.-'

God damn you!

What happened in this morning really zzz...
All I want to say is, "Fxxk you xxx WTF!!!"

Spoiled my day only...

Season of...

I realized some changes on myself. First thing is, I eat less now. I can't imagine that. I'm a big eater, but recently I don't know why I can 1 day eat 1 meal only. I'm not interested with many foods I used to like. Even McD also same. Last night when go supper with xiaolaopo I didn't eat anything. That is very strange. Then around 4am I said I'm hungry then she asked me to order McD. Although I'm hungry but I don't feel like eating anything. Xiaolaopo even try to accompany me by saying she want to eat also. I know she's not hungry at all. In the end I didn't eat anything until 7am after she sleep I went to have a cup of coffee.

Last Saturday when I go to buy clothes, I found out that I slim down already. I don't know this is a good news or not? I usually buy L size (international brand, not lala brand -.-'), but when I try on it, it is so big and loose. I really can't believe it. I'm not sure and I ask my friend's opinion and it's true. If my mum know this she sure very happy, but I don't think so. One of my friend said why I look dying. Slim down, cabana hair, beard, bad complexion... I look like those people with a lot of problems.

One good news, veeliam is coming back to Malaysia at this weekend. Oh my god so fast he left Malaysia for Swiss 1 year already. I really miss the time we stay together. Really hoping to see him soon. So many things happened in 1 year. I still keep the postcard he sent from Swiss =p

Spending spree!

Today I went lunch with classmates. We went to a new Japanese restaurant at Uptown. At the beginning everything is fine. Nice food, nice ambience. But when we want to pay bill then problem came. Because of some mistake we cannot use Josilyn's voucher. Aaaah! I shall not name the restaurant here. No second visit!

After that I went to 1U buy clothes. I spent 3 digits at Marks & Spencer. LOLZ. Broke liao...

Sweet~

Just now went to xiaolaopo house because she said she has something to tell me. I saw her QQ message and I thought she kena shock again. When I reach her house she want me guess what is the news and finally she told me she passed all Dr. Rod's exam paper. Haha I don't know is it Dr. Rod really telling her the truth. I feel happy for her but still warn her not to be so optimistic. The final answer will be revealed when official result announced.

Just now I promised huan huan to message her when I reach home. Actually I really forgot it and maybe I don't take it serious because I think she gonna sleep already and won't care about this. Once reach home I play dota with housemate until so high. Suddenly I received a message from her and now only I remember. I feel a bit touching. Thanks for always nagging on me to sleep earlier. I know it's hard for me to do it although I always say YES.

I wanna sleep!

Just back from xiaolaopo's house after teaching her finance for whole night. Gosh I don't how many days already I didn't sleep at night. Everyday sleep around 8am and wake up around 4pm. My life is totally upside down. 3 meals become 1 meal only. I wonder how I gonna adapt to normal lifestyle when I start working.

To huan huan and xiaolaopo, wish both of you good luck in studies and exam. Now it's time to turn off my lappy and go SLEEEEEEEEEEP...

You won't see me online. At least before 2pm, heh...

Moody

Today I'm very moody. Woke up at 3.30pm. I thought I gonna skip my lunch but then suddenly I received call from xiaolaopo and she told me she is waiting at KFC. Omg, I know I already forgot what she told me yesterday so I pretend don't know and ask her what happen.

I rushed to Atria and she's already waiting with sleepy face. She told me she went 1Utama and then she took something out from her bag and give to me. Wow, she buy me a t-shirt. I'm so happy. Really.

After eating I send her back. I insist to send her till doorstep and then she ask me to rest for while. We sit together and chit-chatting. When somebody pass by then we keep kepo-ing make fun on them.

Althought I still feel moody after that, but I feel better than before. Finally I have a bit appetite to eat. I don't know how to handle my problem recently. Sorry to those who feel upset with me. Thanks to xiaolaopo for the t-shirt. I know you really put your heart when choosing it for me.

Cheers.

Confuse, What to do, Dilemma lah

What do you think about long distance relationship? Do you think it can maintain easily and last long? Any real life example you saw before?

Distance is not only measure in km. Sometimes, even we are together, but our mind is separated. Less time? Lack of understanding? Different lifestyle? Different circle of life? Maybe, gap of age?

Please enlighten me =p

Idle

This is the third day after my very last exam. I'm really speechless. I feel like I'm a zombie. Play at night, sleep at morning, wake up go buy cendol as lunch, after lunch play game watch drama crap in forum read football articles... Life without a proper target is really meaningless.

There is about 1 week to go before I start working at GSC. I think I should go back to hometown. But then xiaolaopo asking me to stay here and give me tons of reasons so that I won't go back. I'm in dilemma now. Those reasons are sincere or she just simply bullshitting? God knows.

I'm so boring. Really low low low low low low low low....

Oopps that's a date with xiaolaopo for mcD later, haha mcD again. mcD rocks, I love mcD.
Got to go =p

My handwriting is nice?

Today I received SMS from Pei Chin. Besides saying 'thank you' for my birthday card, she said something that make me surprise.

Guess what she said? She said my handwriting is nice. OMG! This is first time ever in my life somebody praising my handwriting, and is a she! I'm too excited but I still doubt that she is actually joking with me or trying to be sarcastic.

From her answer, I think she is very sincere. I'm too happy to hear that. Just few days ago during exam, I was knocked by Mr. Zam because he ask me to write properly if not examiner will deduct my marks -.-' Now, finally there is somebody who appreciate my handwriting. Oh I remember she said that my handwriting is like a girl.

Woohooooooooooooo...

Actually, I don't know my handwriting really nice or not. But the fact is, I know my handwriting is very small lolz.

Happy Birthday to Pei Chin

Yo it's your birthday. Sweet 16 duh.... My sweet 16 was many years ago xD

Oh I'm not sure today you can receive my card or not. But be it on time or late, it is sincere from my heart to deliver my wish. Haha I don't know you will see this or not, but I gonna tell you some truth =p

First, I actually got your address from Huan Huan. I know you won't give me hehe cause you scare I spend big for you huh?

Second, actually I ask someone to help me think what to write. Oh the first paragraph is actually design by her, then second paragraph is wrote by myself. Aaarh I really not good in writing sweet sentence, hope you won't mind.

Third, the time I went to Pos Office, it's actually raining. But what to do, just hope that that card can deliver to you on 19/6. No choice I have to go go go chiong aaaahhhh to Pos Office. If I can't make it then Huan Huan will look down on me -.-'

I hope you really like it. Thanks for always calling me korkor / opah ^.^
Happy Sweet 16 Birthday to eeeuuuuu...

p/s: Thanks mocha @ eunice for helping me

I'm freeeeeee now!!!

The last 10 minutes of the exam, I really cannot concentrate. I was thinking omg this is the very last one, and I'm graduating soon!

Once getting out from auditorium, my feeling is macam only. Can't believe that I finished my third year in KDU already. It's time to say bye bye to all my dear friends.

After exam I went to buy a birthday card for Pei Chin. Aaahh really don't know what kind of design I should choose for her. In my mind that three sister are always kids (haha should I use another word?) just like the time I first know them. It's about 2 years already and now she gonna turn 16. What a 16 years old girl like? Finally I chose a card with cartoon bears, because I think she likes Winnie the Pooh? Haha...

Celtic rocks!

Oh yeah so Boston Celtic won their rival LA Lakers in 2007/08 NBA finals. I'm neither Celtic nor Lakers fan, but I hate Lakers more (because they eliminated my Tim Duncan and Spurs sob), so I support Celtic haha.

By the way, I don't have chance to watch the final match because of exam. I can imagine how touching it is. Just a simple story telling here;

Celtic and Lakers is a classic rival. They met each other in finals many times before. Celtic is the most-time-winner of NBA Champion, Lakers is second. And you probably heard about Larry Bird vs Magic Johnson during 80's and how O' Neal dominating during his time at Lakers (sorry I don't like Kobe).

The story behind Big 3 of Celtic. Kevin Garnett is currently no doubt a great superstar level of Power Forward in NBA. Oh I must tell you in my mind Tim Duncan is the greatest. KG was drafted in 1995 but after so many years he is still without a champion ring, while TD already have some on his fingers. Ray Allen? Same situation as KG but he is not a Power Forward but a sharpshooter. And the last one he is the soul of Celtic, Paul Pierce. His nickname is 'The Truth', yeah he really rocks. He was stabbed 11 times before and still survive, but without a champion ring also.

For Lakers, OMFG how come they kicked out my Spurs sob. Luckily Kobe still can't win Big 3. Proved that he can't win without O' Neal. Lamar Odom and Pau Gasol? Nah! See how both of them fooled by Kevin Garnett...

I think the ceremony is very touching. Imagine the moment France won their first World Cup, with the song 'We're the champion', and millions of audience hailing, that's the biggest honor for a man.

Spicy food

I don't know since when, my stomache can't accept spicy food anymore. Argh, how come? Gosh I really miss those spicy foods, Tom Yam, 'Ma La' steamboat, even Maggie curry I also can't eat now. Sad lah!

I <3 mcD

Seriously I'm addicted to mcD now. Within 1 week, I already ate about 5 times. Thanks to xiaolaopo because I have to accompany her eat. The best record is eat supper with large set of fish burger then eat breakfast again with egg muffin.

OMG both of us gonna sick soon. Too much of mcD isn't good? But one thing for sure is we feel very nice everytime we eat. This kind of crazy life won't last too long.

Sometimes I feel so sorry to the delivery man because have to deliver our order during mid-night or raining. Haha just now I feel paiseh and I gave him 30 cents as tips. LMAO

I miss you

Last month for me is actually very busy. Now is study week and I'm very free. Last night before I sleep then suddenly I think about some people that I want to say 'I miss you'

@Dad and mom: You two just came and visited me 2 weeks ago. But I still miss you two. Be happy and dating more when 3 of us are not around =p

@Ming and Peun: 3 of us separated now. I really miss the time when we fighting together in house.

@Hometown friends: Yeah I'm waiting for next CNY. Seriously, that's the time when we really can gather and meet everyone.

@xiaolaopo: haha recently we almost see each other everyday. Well I won't forget you easily. And yeah I will do what I promised to you. Sayang you the most lah lolz.

@Pig: I still want to call you pig no matter what. We are too busy and it's hard to keep in touch. Hope you are doing fine in you studies (I know you can) and when we can hang out together again huh? Of course bring along Siow Yin. Haha I miss her too.

@Teng: Oh my so called ji mui. Busy studying too? Don't forget our Secret Recipe and Big Apple hehe.

Last day of class 3rd June 2008

Finally, the last day of class in my KDU life.

It was Datin's class, and all of us have to do presentation for our very last project. This time everything is going crazy. Everyone really put effort althought some of us look silly. But who cares? It is the last one already. We really enjoy the moment.

At night some of us went dinner with Mr. Zam at Delicious Cafe near KLCC. At first I'm not really want to go. But when I think that maybe is the last gathering we could have before graduate, I decided to go. Honestly that RM50 is not buying the food, but indeed buying us a precious time to sit and enjoy together.

Well, I should post those photos we took when I'm free.

It's really memorable. I hope our friendship can last forever. Yeah I know maybe it's kinda hard =p

To chihwahwa and my dearest xiaolaopo, I most sayang you two muahaha!

June

I just realized today is 1st of June. Recently I'm not so busy, but everyday I'm very happy. Why happy? Because everyday there is something I'm waiting for and I can spend with the person I like. That's why, I never know now is June already.

My friends, don't make you live in misery life. Make your life full of hopes, and then you will think it's worth to live, because you have target.

Exhausted

I use the word 'exhausted' instead of 'tired' to describe my feeling now. Recently I'm really getting busy with all the assignments. It's a physical and mental torture.

Well I still can cope with the pressure of those assigments. But I found that it's really hard to maintain a relationship. I wonder when I start working I can make everything balance or not. For me, I think I must put effort to maintain all the relationship with others.

p/s: I really don't know what should or what can I do now, and then I just keep waiting... Hopeless

Take care

I just keep telling myself not to cross the border line. I feel so sad when I saw you today. I'm trying to show my concern, but I force myself to hide it. I really scare I can't control my feeling on you again. I really hope I can stay by your side and take care of you. My heart is really pain when I saw you just now.

I admit that I'm doing all the stupid things just to let both of us feel comfortable. I always think that you will know my true intention. You always scold me in front of other friends, but you become so caring when we are alone. I know what are you trying to do. Everytime we walk together, I always wanted to hold your hand. But I know I can't do it, because everything is different now.

No matter what, I think we were destined to be friends only. I will not regret. Until one of us begin the first step.

Happy Mother's Day

Today is mother's day. Too bad I'm not with my family now. I think for every mother, the best present for mother's day is being with her children, isn't it?

Mum, I want to tell you that although I never celebrate mother's day and your birthday, I still love you very much. I think three of us are too shy to express our love to you and dad. I will work harder to earn more money and buy your dream house. And, please don't always worry for us. I feel so warm because you still treat us as a small child we used to be no matter how old we are now.

Happy mother's day to all lovely mothers =p

Go go go!

This 2 days spent most of the time in college library. Guess I have to continue do this for 1 more week. Assignments are really killing all of us.

But, I think I gonna miss this kind of life. This is the last time. No more.

p/s: One of my friend said she hope she can ends her student life faster and go work. Are you sure?

Happi xD

To somebody:

Today I'm really happy. I don't know what you think. I wanna tell you that I feel so sweet during the moment. No matter what, I won't forget it. No matter what you think...

2001

Just now I had a dream. Haha it's so funny. It's during year 2001 when I'm still a Form 5 student. That is a last mandarin class before SPM. I saw Miss Poh bid farewell to us. Then she ask us who never do homework and I raise my hand.

It's not logical at all. But after I wake up the scene is still in my mind. Now I only realised it's already 7 years. 7 years, but it just like happened at yesterday. Again I have to admit I already old.

Oh my, I miss all my secondary school friends. Hope we can see each other again soon.

Back to KL

Yeah finally I'm at KL again. Feel so tired. The flight took less than 1 hour but the whole journey starting from my house at KT until reaching my house at Damansara took 4 and half hours. Why airport is so far!!

Anyway, time to chiong assignment. Go go go! And yeah papa and mama is coming to KL next weekend!

Hot

This morning I'm so happy. The moment I wake up, I can hear the sound of raining. OMG I'm so happy. From the day I back to KT, the weather is so hot. Sweating non-stop even I just finish bath. Haha I hope raining will continue until the day I go back KL.

Change blog skin

My panda keep manja-ing want me learn how to change blog skin and then teach her. So just now I spent about 1 hour to learn. At first I managed to change a very cute skin. But then I found that something is wrong. Many settings changed and I have to manually change the HTML code. This is really killing me. I keep finding the button that can let me revert it.

I took a long time to find it. Walao if all things gone then I really want cry. But finally I found other way to revert it. Swt, LUCKILY!!

So my panda Huan Huan if you ever see what I wrote here, never ask me to teach you again. I think if your blog gone then you want to kill me make Char Siew. LOLZ

White Choc

Yeah finally I'm home again. The whole journey is a bit suffer because of the hot weather and my empty stomache. I thought I can have lunch at LCCT, somemore I planned to eat McD at there. But when I reach there, I only can use 'people mountain people sea' to describe. I got no choice but proceed to Coffee Bean. Haha luckily Coffee Bean not full house. I ordered White Choc Dream and finish it fast because boarding time is near.

Wahaha, now I only realised that my favourite drink at Coffee Bean and Starbucks is coffee-based White Chocolate. Because in recent visits I only ordered White Choc!!! Oh yeah the cream is so nice. Whoever don't like cream please go die...

Oh bye bye to mocha. I don't love you anymore~

Can't sleep

I can't sleep again. Don't know what happen to me? Why I cannot sleep at the right time?
Never mind there are a lot of things can do. Yeah with computer I mean. Later I have to pack my luggage. Finally I decide to go back hometown =p

p/s: I saw panda again. She is the one who always tell me to sleep early. I did but now I see her study until so late. Cheh... big liar!!! What must rest kidney between 12am - 2am. Bleh~~

Zoo Negara + Pavillion

Today I went to Zoo Negara to conduct survey for our group project. Wow everyone seems very happy and excited. It's funny when we try to get some secondary school student to help us.

After that we continue at Pavillion KL. I'm so 'sua pa' first time been there. Our job done very fast. Then we have dinner at Pastamania =p

I'm very tired. Last night only slept 2 hours because went to cinema and then CC. I need to rest for the whole next day.

Home

I went to cruise trip for 3 days. During that time, I get touched when I listen to this song which is 'Home'. Andrew always sing it, then I will follow him and sing together. That's when we are really tired, suddenly all feel like wanna go home.

I like the feeling. Away from home, enjoying yourself. Then occasionally I will think about home, and tell myself I wanna go home. This feeling is so nice. I really hope I can have this kind of life.

Yeah of course, I love my home, and my family very much.

Cruise Trip 5-7 March 2008

This trip is wonderful.
I'm lazy to write every details.
But I want to say that, this trip really shorten the distance among everyone.
I'm sure it's a nice memory and experience for those who really appreciate it.
It's not easy to have such trip.
Once we graduated, there is no more student life which many people realize how good it is when they start working.
My dear friends, I love you all...

Ageing

I don't know I should feel happy or not. What is the feeling when people realized that their mind became matured, no more childish? I think that I'm going through this process.

My mind is changing. Those things used to attract me become nothing for me now. Guess what? I start enjoying reading The Edge instead of those gadget and gossip magazines.

I start to think differently. I always try to see things from different perspective. I not only listen to one side story. I always try to get alternative views that inspire me, sometimes.

I start to think about my career. Well, more on realistic rather than idealistic. I realizing the importance of money.

Lastly, I was attracting by different type of girls/women. Well, my taste already changed. Sad to say this. But no matter what, I won't forget some of you, who ever took my heart away.

yippie!

Just now went to Netmaster to join zakum because my laptop can't afford. Finally I manage to get it for Pauline. But when I told her, she said she give all to me and she uninstalled already. Haha I'm really speechless.
But I feel proud and happy for myself because I've done what I promise to her. Actually I'm lazy to go zakum at CC. So ma fan...

Happy Birthday to Jiaxin

Today is Jiaxin birthday.
We went to Sunway to celebrate together.All of us are having fun all the time. Of course I'm very tired too after I became her slave to accompany her in shopping mall.
I think she is very happy because all of her best friends at here are celebrating together. This is probably the last time she celebrate her birthday in Malaysia.
Honestly I'm a bit sad. In about 3 months we will leave KDU and go to different directions. I hope that all of us can keep in touch, always meet each others. Just a simple yam cha at coffee shop outside KDU will do.
I know it's quite hard. So everyone please enjoy our precious time in this remaining 3 months. I also hope that we can go travel together, maybe China? haha xD
Again I want say happy birthday to Jiaxin. She is a friend I couldn't forget easily.

Good luck to SPMers

Just wanna say good luck to all my friends who took SPM at 2007.
Today they gonna get their result.
Special blessing from me for pig Samantha xD.

bhb

Some people really bhb. Argh just wish that I can slap them haha.
Should I tell them the truth, that's very hurt, for sure.
Oh come on face the truth, guys and girls...

p/s: guess i will not going back for voting. feel so sorry to BN coz always take their free money but in the end they didnt get my precious vote haha. but if anybody give me RM200 to buy return air ticket between KL-KT, i will vote you ok. cheers xD

pu3 Birthday

Today before pu3 class, all of us getting news that today is her birthday. So class rep suggest that we do something when she enter the classroom.

The moment pu3 enter classroom, all of us already standby. We stand up together and sing birthday song. Haha, she looked like a bit shocked. But soon after she is smiling. Yeah I can say that is a true smile from the bottom of heart. Then she told us some of her birthday thought. As usual there are a lot of jokes from her. It's funny but I know it's meaningful at the same time.

During break she brought us muffins. I don't know what should I call it. It looks like muffin but taste like cake, or cupcake?

I'll be fine

It's not easy to make this decision.
Almost 2 years already.
A lot of joys and cheers.
Still, there is a hidden border.
Maybe, everything is just an illusion.
Now it's time to call a stop.
New chapter will begin soon...

Aftermath

Well it always happened after a long holiday. This time is because CNY break. Came back to KL for two days already but I feel like slacking and wanna sleep for whole day. Aduh already missed some of the class. Still in celebration mood =p

I heard the cruise trip to Singapore is gonna be a sucks one? Haha I don't know. But at least KDU gonna pay for me. And, we still got a Bali trip. Yippie! But I gonna broke because of this... you moron T.T

Gathering

Chinese new year is always a good time for gathering. I'm talking about gathering with friends now. Last time, although we are studying at different schools at different places, during CNY we still can meet everyone because our holiday are same. This year, the situation is changed. Most of them graduated and start working. So you know lah some of them quite pathetic for having a very short holiday compared to us who are still studying.

My oh my... This year I met some of friends that lost contact for many years. Some of them I never meet again since leaving Form 5. What can I say is, all of us grew up a lot. Some of you not even same as who I used to know. Everyone became matured, either in physical look or characteristics.

We are no more teens. This year we already 24 years old. This is the time to start our career and I know some of you are doing pretty well. As one of you said, two years more, we will be asking by others when to get married.

I'm glad to know that some of my friends getting married. Really happy for all of you. May all of you have a wonderful life, and our friendship will stay the same.

Rushing before CNY

Came back to KT since last Thursday. It's so nice being at home. Home sweet home, yeah it's damn true. Some more CNY is coming very soon, wow everyone is in celebration mood.

My mum keeps nagging at me because I was too slack at home. Many things I want to do but yet I do it. So today I decided to do all at one go.

First I went to Imigration Office with my dad. I went there to renew my passport. Something very funny happened. Something wrong with my fingerprint. The electronic machine can't even record my thumb's print. So after many tries, the lady officer gave some lubricant and rubbed it on my thumb. After a few more tries finally she able to take my fingerprint. Then she is smiling and looks happy haha. Oh the renewal of passport costs RM300. wtf!

Then we went to buy insurans and proceed to JPJ to renew road tax. After that I fetch my dad go home and then I fetch my mum next to go saloon together.

Finally after 7 months, I gonna cut my long and curly hair. Well since CNY coming soon, I decided to give me a new look. I have a new hairstyle that I never try before. I'm satisfy with my new look, but I worry that I will lazy to take care of it. Btw, the hairstylist so nice lah, give me a drink while I'm waiting =p

Mid-night @ McD

Just came back from Centrepoint McD. Something happened just before we want to come back home. Friend's car left rear tyre became flat. No choice but we have to change it on the spot. Haha it's a nice chance to show those ladies how to change tyre. Tyre pancit supposed is an unfortunate thing but we seem like have fun at there. LOLz

Sweeney Todd

Today we went to watch Sweeney Todd. What can I say, luckily I never eat my breakfast before that. If I did, I'm sure that I will vomit out all of it. It's a damn bloody movie with lots of violent killing acts. At the same time there are a lot of singing in this movie. Funny duh...

Before movie start we went to play bowling. I'm still as lame as last time, but still won 1 round hehe. After movie we bought Big Apple and proceed to Genki. I had a Glacier donut, well it's nice but I can't compare it with J.Co as I forgot the taste of J.Co donut.

We also went to reptiles exhibition. Those snakes are damn damn disgusting. I swear that I will never touch them even they are harmless.

Oh my... please let me forget those blood and snakes.

29/1/2008

Just wake up only. Today I feel like headache, so I decided not to go class. Some more 1 class was canceled already. Haha my lecturer also sick. So everyone lets sick together.

So fast this Thursday I will fly back to my hometown again. This time is for Chinese New Year holidays. I have about 10 days hehe. Gosh, I really can't wait to meet my old old friends again. This year is slightly different. Most of them graduated and start working already. So I only have chance to meet them in few days.

I would like to say Happy Birthday to all my January's baby friends. February is coming very very soon. I may forgot to wish some of you on the actual day, but our friendship always remain in my heart. Love ya all.

Better Lifestyle

Just came back from college.

Recently I found that I changed a lot. Since I decided to change my lifestyle, now I can see the result of it. Last time I always feel sleepy during day time. But now I won't feel sleepy at day time. Some more no need to take nap at afternoon.

During class I feel energized. It's totally different from last time. This is a good sign. I will learn hard and do better to improve my self discipline.

I keep telling myself that I'm old already. I must bear the responsibility for everything I did. Time to grow up and learn to be a man. No more childish act (well some of my friends said they are very appreciate my childish style). The most important is, must 'sang sang seng seng'. Oh, thanks pig for remind me this. It's INSPIRING me.

Sunday morning

This morning, I just don't know why. Suddenly I decided to take my razor shaver and go into bathroom. I face the mirror for while. After few minutes, all my beard become clean again.

I really don't know why. I kept my beard for more than 1 month already. I'm doing that for some reason. But today I feel like I wan to make myself relief. Some of my friends asked me why I keep my beard and hair long. I never tell them why. So now it's like I already decided to let go something. I told myself to always look forward, not to get stuck by other things that stop me from moving.

It's time to change my look, especially the inner me. I think my parents influent me very much. They always told me to look forward. When I did wrong thing, they never keep blaming non-stop. Indeed they give me a new chance, encourage and motivate me in all my undertakings. It's time for me to do something to make them proud of me.

I always think that I'm smart. But I also realised that I'm nerd in certain things. I really don't know why. I hope I can become smarter after being hurt for many times. At least, don't repeat the same story again.

Movie Outing

Last night is tired but fun. Three of us, chiewawa, cat and I went to watch movie at cinema. At first I don't know two of them planned to go cinema instead of just go for dinner. So I'm wearing t-shirt and short pant only when I get into car. They keep asking me to change pant but I don't care lah =p

Because it's quite late already so we decided to go The Curve for dinner and then watch movie at Cineleisure. Once our car parked, we walked to Cineleisure to buy ticket. After a certain distance of walk which make me even more hungry, then we realised that Cineleisure don't have mid-night show... wtf

So we walked back to The Curve and find restaurant to eat. We checked several outlets and found that Kim Garry is the only one open until 11.30pm. So we ate at Kim Garry. A set of meal costs me near Rm15, kinda broke now.

After dinner we drive back to 1 Utama. We bough tickets for The Game Plan. It's still early so we went to play arcade. Three of us played Daytona USA haha. Very fun and I won once hehe. But when we want to change more token, the guy incharge at there told us they want to close already. Nothing can do so we go lepak again at the entrance of cinema.

Game Plan is a nice movie with lots of laughter and tears. The storyline is basically boring and predictable. But we still enjoyed.

TGIF

At first I thought it's nice to have a totally free Friday. Yeah this semester there is no class at Friday.

But it's not what I expected. I feel very boring now. I rather go to class and have fun together with classmates.

Maybe start from next week I should plan earlier what to do during every Friday.

Happy Birthday to myself

Finally I'm 24 years old!

My friends brought me to The Curve. Althought it's just a very simple way to celebrate, but it means a lot to me. Thanks to their kind hearts to remember my birthday.

Of course I received a lot of wishes. Thought some of them remembered wrong day. But it really doesn't matter because I still can feel the warmth behind every wish. May it be a SMS, an instant messaging or whatever, thousand thanks to you all. Not to forget those old friends that we nearly lose contact with each other, I was surprised when I received message from you all.

Talking about my birthday wish, it's still the same as previous one. It's a secret bleh!

Falling

I asked one of my girl friend (this girl friend not that girlfriend) a question. So she managed to point out quickly that this must be something that is very doubtful in my mind.

Yes I admit now. Actually I should knew the answer long time ago. But I think I'm funny (naive?). I dare not to face the truth. I keep telling myself it happens in the other way that I want it to be.

Thank you for listen to me and telling me a lot. I know you definitely want to give me a slap to wake me up. I'm stubborn in this case, because I'm falling into it. Perhaps, as what you said, we need more time.

to Sam

Just now you told me your grandma passed away. I don't know how to cheer you up (you know I'm not good in this). As I told you, whenever you need somebody, you can come to me.

Happy always...

Tired afternoon

Today is second day of new semester.

I can feel the stress now. I'm trying hard to change my lifestyle. Sleep early, wake up early, eat on time, play less, cannot skip class, punctual to class... So far so good, although it's a bit suffer because I still not used to it. Hope I can continue all these good habits.

Just now on the way home, I saw one of my ex-classmate. It has been a long time since I saw her last time. Well she's still as hot as usual. Feel so sorry I can't talk to her for longer time because I'm very sleepy and thinking of rushing back home to sleep only.

Turning 24 years old soon. Received a lot of wishes. Thanks to all of you. Well many of you asked anything I wish to have. My answer is anything that cannot be bought and unique, only for me, the one and only.

Seriously that's one thing I wish I can have. It's irreplaceable. Someone know the answer, but I think she will never give me. So I'm learning hard, trying to forget it.

An Outing with old friends

At Sunday suddenly Yar Ting asked me at MSN whether I still at KT or not and ask to go yam cha. I'm so surprised that some other friends also came back to KT. So I agreed to go out at that night but forced to postponed to next day because she said got something to do.

Yesterday we went to a mamak at somewhere nearby Giant. Can't remember the name as it is newly open while I was away from KT. We (Yar Ting, See Chee, Chee Yang and I) having fun there. It has been a long time since we last gathered together like this. A lot of things to talk. But time goes fast, we have to go back around 12.30am because one of them need to work at next day.

Oh how I miss our old time so much, the time when we are still studying together at secondary school. I hope we can gather again during Chinese New Year, of course with more friends.

I really miss you all hehe.

Rainy day

Last December is special, because for the whole month it's basically good weather. You may say good weather means sunny day. My answer is no.
Good weather = cold wind + raining. Why huh? Nice weather to sleep lah...
Of course it's good for me only, not for others. Everyday there are a lot of news about flood, showing how victims are suffering. Now I said this kind of weather is good (maybe some lazy pigs will agree too), like no respect and mercy to them. Sorry...

Talking about rainy days, actually I love + hate it at the same time. Let say when I study at college. I always walk to college and the route will take about 10-15 minutes. If the weather is hot, once I reach classroom I will keep sweating and need few more minutes to cooldown. My friend said my body is not a good conductor, maybe lack of iron so I cannot adapt to the temperature quickly. LOLZ.

Another case is raining at the wrong time. For me, the ideal situation is raining when I'm at home or in classroom, but not when I want go out or on the way go to school haha. Still remember when I went for training at Sheraton, I very scared raining. Of course I kena many times, and the result is, I'm standing still haha.

1st day of 2008

Just woke up from sleep. It's raining + strong wind. I like this as it's the best weather to sleep.
So today supposed is a big day for my hometown. But raining since morning, I wonder how they gonna held their celebration events?
Last night I keep thinking what I want to do in today as it is first day of 2008. I keep saying want to make it special and meaningful. So now, almost 5pm already. What I have done? Let me tell you, morning eat breakfast, then read newspaper, 10am I went to sleep, and woke up at 4.15pm. Pretty lame...

One more thing, I wanna wish Samantha happy birthday. Thought I already wished her last night, but I want to say again at here hehe. So fast we already know each other almost 2 years. As usual, may all your dreams come true and, happy always and, stay cute... -.-"