Exhausted

I use the word 'exhausted' instead of 'tired' to describe my feeling now. Recently I'm really getting busy with all the assignments. It's a physical and mental torture.

Well I still can cope with the pressure of those assigments. But I found that it's really hard to maintain a relationship. I wonder when I start working I can make everything balance or not. For me, I think I must put effort to maintain all the relationship with others.

p/s: I really don't know what should or what can I do now, and then I just keep waiting... Hopeless

Take care

I just keep telling myself not to cross the border line. I feel so sad when I saw you today. I'm trying to show my concern, but I force myself to hide it. I really scare I can't control my feeling on you again. I really hope I can stay by your side and take care of you. My heart is really pain when I saw you just now.

I admit that I'm doing all the stupid things just to let both of us feel comfortable. I always think that you will know my true intention. You always scold me in front of other friends, but you become so caring when we are alone. I know what are you trying to do. Everytime we walk together, I always wanted to hold your hand. But I know I can't do it, because everything is different now.

No matter what, I think we were destined to be friends only. I will not regret. Until one of us begin the first step.

Happy Mother's Day

Today is mother's day. Too bad I'm not with my family now. I think for every mother, the best present for mother's day is being with her children, isn't it?

Mum, I want to tell you that although I never celebrate mother's day and your birthday, I still love you very much. I think three of us are too shy to express our love to you and dad. I will work harder to earn more money and buy your dream house. And, please don't always worry for us. I feel so warm because you still treat us as a small child we used to be no matter how old we are now.

Happy mother's day to all lovely mothers =p

Go go go!

This 2 days spent most of the time in college library. Guess I have to continue do this for 1 more week. Assignments are really killing all of us.

But, I think I gonna miss this kind of life. This is the last time. No more.

p/s: One of my friend said she hope she can ends her student life faster and go work. Are you sure?

Happi xD

To somebody:

Today I'm really happy. I don't know what you think. I wanna tell you that I feel so sweet during the moment. No matter what, I won't forget it. No matter what you think...

2001

Just now I had a dream. Haha it's so funny. It's during year 2001 when I'm still a Form 5 student. That is a last mandarin class before SPM. I saw Miss Poh bid farewell to us. Then she ask us who never do homework and I raise my hand.

It's not logical at all. But after I wake up the scene is still in my mind. Now I only realised it's already 7 years. 7 years, but it just like happened at yesterday. Again I have to admit I already old.

Oh my, I miss all my secondary school friends. Hope we can see each other again soon.