一些感想

整个葬礼在中午时结束了。看着坟上的新土和满插着的鲜花，是不是代表着一切已经结束，新的人生就快开始？这次很特别的一点是，姑丈是和姑姑埋葬在同一个穴。姑姑去世已经十多年了，而姑丈从那时候就已经打算百年归老后要和她在一起，不介意早早就在墓碑上刻上了自己的名字，当真需要很大的勇气。换作别人也许会认为这很不吉利，只有看得开的人才敢这么做吧？不过，这也真的印证了姑丈对姑姑的情深意重。

过后我们一起去吃饭。表姐夫说了一句话；人死后亲戚特别多。呵呵，值得思考。

Pain!

Last night I went to the funeral parlor, and then they are having a chanting ceremony for my uncle. All right I really thought it is just a normal chanting as what I always saw, so I decided to follow them chanting. Of course I really know nothing about chanting so I just follow blindly. After all I just want to show my respect and blessing for my dear uncle.

Starting is still OK. But then god knows after a period of time all of us have to do this kneel-stand up moves repeatedly. That is when the problem came. I start to feel that my knee is very pain and sore, and same to my cousin who just stand in front of me. We not dare to stop because there are many pair of eyes looking at us, but it is very obvious that we start to move slower than others. The worst thing is, I can see some people laughing at us. OMG that is really paiseh!

Then one of my relative came and told us that we can leave if we feel tired. My cousin whispered to me and we decided to stay for a little while more. At that moment I really wish that I can just sit on the floor and rest.

So in the end we left the funeral parlor and went to have a drink. When I want to stand up, I nearly fall down because my knee almost cramp already. Until today I still can't walk properly and it is super duper hard for me to sit down and stand up. My mum said I got muscle aches because my muscle is not used to the movement. Aiiks I think I have to suffer for few more days.

Say Good Bye

今天早上大约六点钟，全家人都被电话响声吵醒了。妈妈去接了电话，是表哥打来的，原来姑丈去世了。昨晚我们去医院看他时，其实大家已经心里有数。

我不知道要说什么。这半个月来我和爸妈几乎每天都去看他。很幸运的是，他走之前所有挚爱的儿女和孙子都有来看他，也许这是他的福报。能脱离病痛的折磨更可能是一种解脱吧。

希望所有爱他的人都能够坚强和快乐的活下去。

我不会美术！

还记得上小学和中学的时候，我的美术课永远是最烂的。无论是画画，上色，或手工等等我永远是摸不到窍门。小时候妈妈有送我去学画画，可是我记得我怎么画也画不出一个鸟来。每次完成的作品有百分之八十是老师帮我弄的。中一的时候，有次考试全班同学的美术都得了A，就只有我一个人刚刚好及格。可悲的是，我能够及格完全是因为在Theory Paper拿了高分，画画的部分惨不忍睹。那老师还对全班说，画画这种kacang的事，不明白为什么还有人拿这么低的分数。我真想找个洞藏起来。

刚才的一件事又再证明了我不会美术这个说法。话说我今天收到了前几天订的Garskin。看看说明书以为很容易，结果一弄下去，我的心都碎了。我在店里看别人弄都是那么容易，可是我自己弄时到处都是泡泡和皱纹。心想这回完蛋了只好把它撕起来扔掉，没想到撕起来时连Screen Protector也一起拉掉。哇靠，这回赔了夫人又折兵。

原本打算放弃了。刚刚想了想又不甘心，又花钱上eBay订了一个新的Screen Protector。又是钱啊！好像身上掉了一块肉。

PSP保护膜

刚刚又花钱订了一个PSP保护膜，心有点痛的说。在家量地接近半年都没有零用钱花，这回用的是私房钱呵。

话说回来，这从有了PSP，我都一直在寻找一个合适的外壳来保护我的宝贝。之前市面上有的不外乎crystal case和silicon case，其实我都不喜欢，因为它们的厚度会破坏玩游戏时的手感。过后我在eBay上看到了ZAGG的隐形保护膜，是用类似vinyl的材料做成的。只有0.2mm厚呵，实在是太好了。可是看一看价钱却让我犹豫不决，毕竟是美国名牌货，光靠那个招牌就把你吃得死死。

前几天无意中让我发现了Garskin。新加坡产品，价钱比ZAGG便宜了一半。我不想拿两者来比较，但是Made In Singapore的东西毕竟还是有口碑的。原本我想订有图案和颜色的，但想了想，我的PSP是特别版咧，把它原本的颜色盖着了那还要Special Edition来干嘛？所以最后还是订了透明的。

现在心情很期待中。毕竟每次看到PSP被我摸得油光滑面感觉就像马子被人吃豆腐那样。

你不是真的很快乐

爸爸最近健康亮红灯了，妈妈变得如临大敌，时常唠唠叨叨。我虽然表现得漠不关心，心底下却很注意着他。妈妈现在严格控制着爸爸的饮食，我看着爸爸那幅无可奈何的模样真是很好笑。

我相信爸爸会很快好起来。看着他每天努力赚钱就是为了家里的三只小猪和一只母老虎，我真的很感动。我始终相信好人会有好报。

Bye bye PSP?

Somebody offer to buy my PSP. Well I simply told him I might sell it to him if he can offer me RM800. I just simply quote a price, but seems that he is very serious want to buy my PSP.

Haha, RM800 for a used PSP? Well I really think about it last night. But then I'm not sure I have to wait for how long to get my next PSP (PSP3000 or PSP2?). It's really hard to part with my PSP then...